`yijunn. Thursday, October 23, 2008
okay SEAHIST IS OFFICIALLY IN A WEEK.and we need more of meisze's notes if not we're screwed! ):
everything feels so surreal. interviews coming, As coming, school really really ending now (in spite of the gazillion "last day of school"s we seem to have had)
and the stress is piling but i'm still waking up at 2 in the afternoon, watching ugly BETTER (haha) at night and doing silly brainless things online.
and actually there's photos to post cos there's actually been a weebit of fun going on still!
like celebrating princess's birthday at macritchie and having a failed birthday surprise again but it was so awesome sitting on the middle of the bridge to the giant pavillion and eating the breakfast stuff we brought (: (: (:
and random chats and things that keep me going.
but i dont know i think the more the As and the interview looms the less prepared i feel. and the more shit everything seems to feel.
and. i can't believe myself. still. so long after.
ohgosh sometimes i feel like
haha at least now i know to take everything you say with a pinch of salt haha because all the "soon"s, "tmr"s etc never actually come haha.
HAHA. okay everytime i feel like that i think i know i'm pmsing.